“Have you ever heard of the hour of the wolf? My father told me about it. It’s the time between 3:00 and 4:00 in the morning. You can’t sleep, and all you can see is the troubles and the problems and the ways that your life should’ve gone but didn’t. All you can hear is the sound of your own heart. I’ve been living in the hour of the wolf for seven days, Lyta. Seven days. The wolf and I are now on a first-name basis. In times like this, my father used to take one large glass of vodka before bed. To keep the wolf away, he said. And then he would take three very small drinks of vodka, just in case she had cubs while she was waiting outside. It doesn’t work.”

—Susan Ivanova

After last night I was trying to remember this quote and now I found it. Luckily the visits of the wolf become less. Also I quit drinking on weekdays completely quite some time ago. It really is interesting how problems in life have the tendency to affect your body like a sickness. I should be aware of this signal and keep good care of myself. I think I should take a week of vacation to fix the pornstyler and relax.